about me

BEWARE!!! I have horrible spelling. xD

Name: Samantha
Other Aliases: Hosh, Hoshi, Sammie, Sam
Birthday: December 15, 1989
Age: 19
Hometown: Lewisville
Year: College Freshman
Zodiac: Sagittarius & Snake
Personality: Quiet, playful, caring(at times), sarcastic, wise ass, imaptient, hyper, somewhat violent, envious
Hobbies: Ignoring teachers, writing, drawing, role playing, sleeping, talking/joking with friends, watching TV, listening to music
Favorite Color(s): Black, Red
Some Random Stuff: Buster <3, Interests, Favorite Songs, Bands/Musicians, Animes, Characters/Relationships
The XD ownz!

With Hoshi being an eighteen-year-old girl in the lovely rather boring state of Texas, a lot happens within the safe (anime and hockey covered) walls. She has her obessions, and during the months of September through April (or through June, depending), her main obsession is that of the Dallas Stars, a hockey team in the National Hockey League. So just in case, there is your fare warning.

When she isn't busy hating the opposite team or going on and on and on about the Stars, Hoshi has a tendency to role play over at Adokenai as well as via AIM.

Since we mentioned her obessions eariler, why don't we list a few more of those? Hoshi also obsesses over the animes Gundam SEED and Naruto (her current obsession), and though her obsession for Inuyasha has long died, she still enjoys watching/reading it - more than usual when there are two certain Shichinintai members and a human Inuyasha invovled.

Hoshi also has a somewhat odd sense of... coupling, if that's the right word. While she does enjoy (few) canon complings, she obsesses over more of the male x male pairings than anything else. (Examples being Itachi x Sasuke, Auel x Shinn)

Now, Hoshi also writes and draws but she very rarely (Unless someone tempts her to write <.<) does so. She also has little confidence in her work and also rarely likes what she creates, but when she does get off her lazy ass to do something, she often leaves it as is in fear of ruining it further. Of course, she may or may not decide to go back months later to poke at it. It really depends on where her muse is and what mood she's in.

Speaking of rarely drawing, Hoshi comes up with several ideas that would make decent pieces of fan art, however, cannot get them onto paper because of her inability to draw a decent human body or anything decent at all. That is the curse of being a perfectionist, you could say. She had taken up drawing again back in the 8th grade, 2004, and has drawn whenever her pencil allowed her to wander. However, despite drawing for several years now, she has gained hardly progress, sadly. And she does practice, by the way, it just... doesn't cut it.

Writing-wise, Hoshi tends to jot down the basic idea of her random thoughts, but also has a difficult time getting that down on paper as well. And again, it depends on her muse and the mood she's in. For instance, if she's trying to go to sleep, sometimes fanfics will just... pop up. And when they do, she gets up, grabs the nearest notebook, and starts jotting it down. This has happened to her in several places of her home and during difference occasions. I think it's save to say that her muse decides to pop up and attack her mind at the wrong time. O_o

Another thing! She has a mouth, and she uses it. And I mean she really uses it. If someone pisses her off she WILL let them know. She'll go on to a full-blown rant, albeit vocally or via LJ. She can be a mean bitch (and bite your head off.) and she can not be a bitch. Totally depends on how you rub against her. Which sounds so wrong, but it's the truth.

She's not a clean freak either xD Her room's basically a mess~ She's plastered pictures and posters just about everywhere (including the ceiling and closest).


Uh... Well, as I've mentioned before Hoshi isn't that good with getting her thoughts out into words, so is stumped a whole lot but also sometimes easily. Whenever she can, she will add more to this little section 8D

Now, if you like Hoshi just from reading that little tidbit, I encourage you to click here and make her feel very very happy~ DO IT... :O You know you wanna.

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random questions
Do you identify well with your gender? (i.e. if you're a girl, are you a tomboy or more of a girly type?): Not really. The majority of my clothes are guys' clothes. I've been a tomboy my entire life and refused to accept the fact that I'm a girl until the end of fifth grade. Though, it still doesn't keep me from wearing my brothers' old shirts and shopping in the guys' section of a store. :D<

Are you an emotional person? Do you tend to hide them, or wear them on your sleeve? Hell no. I usually keep everything to myself, but I sometimes end up writting it down in some form later. I let no one know, even my close personal friends, know my feelings.

Introverted or extroverted? How so?: Introverted. I'm basically a loner and I simply keep to myself. I sometimes even keep my opinions locked up. I don't speak up very often either. I'm just the quiet lonerthat people want to basically ignore, especially when I bug them too much. Basically, they want to shut me out, so how else am I supposed to act?

What are your strengths?: I know when to keep secrets, I lend a shoulder/ear when needed, I'm a friend. And dammit, if it's in my ability to do so, even when I have no earthly idea what it is you're looking for, I will help you.

What are your weaknesses?: I get down easily, I expect too much from people, I expect too much from myself, I don't usually believe in my abilities, I rely on other people way too much and have a bad habit of sitting back and watching the world go by.

What do you feel is your best quality?: See strengths.

Your worst?: Low self-confidence. Inability to word things. Inability to draw. Inability to think. Inability to actually piece simple riddles, puzzles, problems, and the like together and solve them. I feel helpless when my friends don't even accept my help when I offer.

What color would you say you are and why?: It varies. Depends on what happened during the year that affects me, but it's usually the same three colors: black/blue and red. Depression, angst, slight emo-ness, and anger.

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: My weight, hands down. Being fat prevents me from doing a lot of things that I want to do. Hell, it's probably the reson why my back would always hurt when I went rollerblading as a kid.

Questions taken from seed_mirror and ninjafy


If you have any other questions or concerns regarding myself, please feel free to contact me and I will answer to the best of my ability.